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table of content
disclaimer
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
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writer's note
roleplay purpose only. the character is using Nakazono Emma from a sign of affection for character visualization, much support and respect are given to the original series. more information regarding character and development, please do reach writer through message.
general information
name
birth name: Clara May
place of birth
Jakarta, Indonesia
date of birth
May, 3rd 1998
occupation
account executive (creative agency)
bridesmaid
dog mom
educations
MSc. Creative Industries, University of Edinburgh
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daisy
| tags: flowers . tea . piano . perfume. scrunchies . nailart . friends . musicals . pink . love . grace . compliments . skirts . butterflies . romance stories |
taurus │ isfj │ Rh+ A
| height | 165 cm |
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| weight | confidential |
❛dearest, darling, my universe ━━━ the gold, the sea shore amidst thunderstorm, and every color of rainbow leads straight to you. for I am more the silver, the fallback, with so much to lose.❜
Love takes, love takes, love takes.Warmth, lingers, in the form of intertwined fingers. In the night they walk along the riverbank, playing pretend as if the street is a tightrope and they’ll fall once one of them lets go. Warmth, fills into vacancy of the rooms they own in the silence, adoring glances, knowing smiles, and heartbeats in tune with a comforting love song. Warmth, being wanted, with no way to send it back. And so, and so, and so, he gives her his arms, and warmth stays for a very long time.——and diving into it, she thinks, oh, fortunately. fortunately.( dearest, I have been waiting all my life. )for you...(for us.)
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personality
❛she was supposed to be an angel
Clara May was taught to live like flowing water. Water is good for all things and does not fight, and it does what everyone hates. For a person, studying knowledge and deepening one's talents is an additional thing. Instead, her behavior and how she presents herself is what most important; adults around her keep reminding her to not rob others and never forgetting her place, and to have love as stated in textbooks━━━to be patient, kind, and not self-seeking, always protect, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Clara May tends to appear gentle and quiet. She treated people around her patiently and meticulously, and would not deliberately suppress them with her identity. If Clara May really wanted to be nice to a person, her care would be like spring wind and morning rain, slowly penetrating. And it was also like a fine net, unconsciously letting people fall into oblivion. But it was not that kind of a despised kindness which will slowly kill like some sort of blunt knife, Clara May's gentleness was a tolerance tempered from perseverance, not a bottomless concession.
━━━until they turn her into something hungry❜
Clara May loves people, and she cares a lot about how they perceive her. She is a perfectionist, full of herself, and she often gets carried away over a little compliment. You know, she grew up in the spotlight. Word gets around fast, even the tiniest things. So she has to be okay with anything. Otherwise, it would become a big deal and other people would get the consequence. Clara May was bound to fashion herself into something of a socialite with a healthy number of professional connections and associations with people in important places. She knew how to turn the spotlight onto her way, but not too bright enough to make others uncomfortable under the shadow. All she wanted was to have a comfortable life, even though that alone might be difficult to achieve in her circumstance. Seulbi is not a good person in a secular sense, and will arbitrarily decimate feelings once they have become a burden.
« Something old, something new, something borrowed, something blue, and a silver sixpence in her shoe » 💍🩵
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backstory
Clara May selalu mengagumi upacara pernikahan. Satu hari penuh magis yang dilandaskan oleh murninya cinta, dan mantranya dirapal bersama doa dari orang-orang tersayang. Ada gaun satin, berdansa di bawah alunan lagu cinta, manis kue krim, langit-langit penuh bunga, serta━━━tawa-tawa nan berbahagia. Sebuah awal yang sempurna, pintu hampir terbuka, dan langkah pertama yang dipijak menuju rumah hangat milik berdua.Sepanjang tahun-tahun yang dilewatinya tanpa banyak berita ataupun bencana, Clara May telah banyak terlibat dalam pernikahan. Dari gadis kecil pembawa bunga, hingga pendamping pengantin yang memeriahkan pesta.Clara May━━━menyukainya.Sangat━━━sangat━━━suka!Ketika ia mendengar janji-janji dengan makna selamanya, saat bibirnya terbuka melantunkan puja-puji untuk mempelai yang berbahagia. Kuharap kalian mencintai hingga hari tua, kuharap rumah kalian tumpah ruah oleh hangat kasih sayang keluarga.Keluarga. Mungkinkah itu yang sebenarnya ia damba?Di bawah atap panti asuhan yang melindungi banyak kepala, Clara May merasa seperti riak sungai yang hanya mengalir tanpa tujuan yang pasti. Begitu usianya cukup, baru ia melihat kehidupan yang besarnya seperti samudera. Mungkin dia akan terhanyut terlalu jauh, jika bukan karena kecintaannya pada upacara pernikahan.Kakak-kakaknya di panti asuhan, kenalan baru yang sudah ia perlakukan seperti separuh jiwanya, Clara May dengan senang hati terlibat dalam persiapan acara tersebut. Para mempelai itupun, berbaik hati membiarkan dia menjadi bagian dari acara paling bahagia mereka. Di sudut lemarinya, ada sekat khusus berisi seragam bridesmaid yang ia perlakukan seolah merekalah miliknya yang paling berharga. Di setiap jahitannya ada sulaman cinta, sudut-sudutnya diikat oleh memori di hari penuh tawa.Ah, pernikahan. Betapa indahnya!
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trivia
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